Okay, so I have to admit that I have a habit of "experimenting" with things (not questionable things like I did when I was in my teens and 20's!!!) but, I do take some risks and many of them pay off.
Is that really bad?!
I mean, is exploring the option of new horizons outside your picket fence a truly "bad" thing? Or, is it merely just not the norm in most circles?! Is societal acceptance all there really is and if so, why are those who are making really sad personal choices still making millions of dollars along with headlines?
i prefer dollars over headlines, but if headlines bring in the dollars, count me in.
Because I am a lifelong learner and a person who probably shouldn't, but does jump in and 'just regular do" without thinking through all the pitfalls and problems that a lack-of-hesitation may bring...inevitably, there are issues that eventually, and almost always present themselves for scrutiny and review. However, whatever those issues may be...they tend to dissipates before I can give it a second or third thought. I feel lucky that way.
More often than not...I choose wisely. However, when I choose to JUMP...well... I played a helluva lot of FROGGER in the late 70's and early 80's so I should be seasoned with all the jumping I do/have done.
In this particular case, however, I've chosen to give things the once over. Without too much rumination or obsessing, I've thought about what is going on right now and what is right for me and I've chosen...well...not to do anything about anything. For the moment, at least, I've resigned from doing anything about my situation except accepting it and giving it the attention it deserves for a little while...or until I get a sign that "jumping" is necessary..
OH! That sign has actually come and gone? Geesh!
My philosophy is that life guides you as it trains you and prepares you for the road ahead. You may not know why you are experiencing things; but there is a reason for being (and staying) "in that moment." Take it from me: what you experience in your past presents itself later in your life and if you are wise (and lucky) you recognize it!
I recognize some things that have me contemplating my current life choices and these signs could not have come at a better time. Therefore, I've chosen to take the month of June off to digest, convalesce and acquiesce to what my soul/spirit/person needs more than anything...a BREAK. :-)
After all, the only person you ever really owe anything to is YOU.
Recognize the signs and go with your gut, sister!
Namaste!
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